yes, you can say that this blog is dead. hahahs. so, since i'm so free, i'll help mr naufy here update his blog. hahahas. wooo. birthday coming in 6 more days. going old uh this uncle. in fact, he IS old. got a bunch of nieces and nephews alr. haha. aww, too bad. ok. idk what to write alr. byeee.
5:02 PM
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
bad mood again. not. haaha.
nothing much happen since i last blogged.. :( well, uhh. mum's birthday was ytd. sis is on the 6th. so, we celebrate one shot by eating at swensens on monday night. and finally, we get to eat together again as a full family after like... 2 months(?)
BUT. today, my brother is leaving for Indonesia for emergency support at a rig in West Barani in Matak.. 2 hrs chopper flight from airport. hahaha. damn. my bro's been visiting the airport like going to the wet market every weekend.
AND. my sis, will be leaving for states on friday morning.. which she will soooo celebrate her birthday at the airport. haha. goodluck sista! 1.5days in the plane... going via europe.
SIGH!....
anyways. my sis.... hahahaha! have finally been lured into getting nokia e71! lol. after months of pressurising her to get..well, no laa. all she wanted was to get rid of her lousy, (L)a(G)gy viewty. HAHA!
okay, im supposed to be doing my homeworks! DAMN ME. so, yeah. i gtg !
wohooooooo! brother's back from off-shore duty from india,mumbai and indonesia,balikpapan... like finally. haha. miss him ahhh! the house is soooooooo sunyi without him. -_-!
but, sister's going to the States this thursday! for her company's training. arghhhhaahhasdjasid! why why why? shes goin to boston, connecticut..... and a few other states. damn! shes goin there for 3 full months and will be back by june. and also, she got a chance to meet my cousin there! grr.. but... shes going there again in aug(?) for around 6 months. and ill be having my dec vacation this year, there with her. wohooooo! USA here i come!
so, my family now, addicted to skype. -_- with my brother and sister going overseas quite often, we still contact each other thru skype video-calling. its a pretty cool thing to use, seriously.
okay, no more emo post dey.. really, i wanna live life to the fullest. haha. macam PAh.. well, nothing much happen today.. well, actually. yeah la. only stayed at home. choing-ing my DNT... skimming out my research, transfering my research to my journal which is like 20% done now..
okay, i've signed an agreement with my brother. today, he bought for me a 250GB portable hard disk. in return, when im 25, i have to get him the latest hard disk on the market.. lol. hes hoping for 25 terabyte. lol, dream on brotha! :D but yeah, he got me the latest one, so, fair much. :D
then, got usual monthly ratib with KeluargaKalil at zakiah's newly renovated home. gotta say, its really wonderful!. can really feel the modernised theme..and no more typical malay house and the smell.. hahaha!
hehe, so, now, back at home, lethargic siaaaa! the day is so dull, rainy indeed. -_- . been uploading pictures from my japan trip last year and my turkey trip and my aussie. damn, been searching for those. -_-.
okay, now, gotta chiong back on my DNT! wohoooo.
O levels! here i come! okay, thats so fucking gay.
12:40 AM
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
David Archuleta - A little too not over you.
It never crossed my mind at all That's what I tell myself What we had has come and gone You're better off with someone else It is for the best I know it is But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide What I feel inside And I turn around You're with him now I just can't figure it out Tell me why You're so hard to forget Don't remind me I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth I'm just a little too not over you
Memories suppose to fade What's wrong with my heart Shake it off let it go Didn't think it would be this hard Should be strong, moving on But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide What I feel inside And I turn around You're with him now I just can't figure it out
Tell me why You're so hard to forget Don't remind me I'm not over it Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth I'm just a little too not over you
Maybe I regret Everything I said No way to take it all back Yeah Now I'm on my own How I let you go I'll never understand I'll never understand Yeah, ohhh.
Tell me why You're so hard to forget Don't remind me I'm not over it Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth I'm just a little too not over you Tell me why You're so hard to forget Don't remind me I'm not over it Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth And I really don't know what to do I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you, ooh.
This lyrics is so meaningful to me. its exactly what im facing right now.
No wonder she likes this song and kept on emphasizing on this song.
Well, ill pray hard for the both of us to excel in our O's - insya allah.
Lets hope 2009 goes as quick as possible.. so, we can go our seperate ways without disturbance.
Goodbye. :'(
5:20 PM
Monday, January 19, 2009
Well, i think things arent gonna get any better between us..
I just gotta accept the fact that, yeah... A SIMPLE forgiveness can't be forgiven.
Even if it was apologies from deep down my heart to someone whom i really love.
Even when i suddenly realise..."eh. shit. this is so wrong! why am i so temperament?!"
Yes, i have bad temper management. I can go beat a boxer without second thoughts if im angry. Well thats just me.
Somehow, i've added misery to your life instead of you adding to mine.
Hmm, shameful much? Yeah, probably. But at least, you did not lose your dignity.
Great, i know, guess im the one who is so narrow minded here.
I guess things arent ever possibly gonna be the same again...
Whatever it is, Fine. Im gonna leave you alone as far as possible. But to every things in life, there are limits. " i cant possibly be left hanging for thousands of years "
